They say everyone has someone they are destined to be with but I’m really realizing I’m so much better off alone. Not for me, but for the sake of anyone else. A fucked up girl with all the problems I have shouldn’t burden someone else. It’s obvious from past experiences no one can really handle it like they say. I actually try and let someone in for a change and it backfires and I remember exactly why I don’t let people in, in the first place. And when someone does manage to get close to me, I push away and hurt them. I tell myself I don’t mean to but maybe I do….Maybe that’s how I’ll always be. So if I just stop trying, and I keep to myself maybe then I can’t hurt anyone. And then no one can hurt me.